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Hello all,

Just a quick update...things remain pretty stagnant but back from bristol. Still looking for a job but feel better for seeing chris and we're looking forward now so it's all good! Hope all is well with you, Loz x

hey all,

i'm bored at the moment, so thought i'd update! it's raining which should be banned as i want to go out and get things done but really don't want to get soaked....need to sort my non existent life out.
1. Get a job
2. Find somewhere for us both to live and live there!
3. Get some money
4. Go on a HUGE shopping spree!
5. P.A.R.T.Y!!

I'm off to Bristol this weekend to try to remember what Chris looks like, otherwise I fear I'll soon forget, which is weird, not been apart this long ever and I don't like it :-(

Loz x
P.S R.I.P Matt's PSP

Well, I'm sat here on the computer as usual bored with life. I haven't seen Chris for over 3 weeks and it's horrible, I know it makes me sound like some sort of clingy obsessed girl, but for you that know me I'm not like that (maybe I've gone soft in my old age!!) This is week 4 of my job hunt and still no dream jobs passing my way; although I have sent an application form into John Lewis, so I'm playing a waiting game, also got a HUGE application pack for the Police but it looks too scary to approach and I'm not sure if I've got the guts to deal with it......I gotta get away!

I need a BIG night out (as usual) hopefully will make it to Marty's birthday get together 1st April if money and work allows it, would be ace to go out in Leicester as I've been promising it for over 2 years now (sorry Marty!!) so see how things go!

Marty, I don't think you'll ever understand the female mind, much like how I don't understand how you guys think apart from beer! lol. We females can be complicated and even I don't get it sometimes..............gotta catch some zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

For now, Loz x

I'm just on here reading your journals and realsing how much i'm missing going out in cambridge and chatting about nothing with you guys....keep in touch i'm back in Jan for a little while whilst we relocate!

Can't believe I haven't been on here in so long....how is everyone??

The big move commences tomorrow.....so excited!!

3 days to go until the big move....canny wait! Get the keys on Thursday, so can start moving things in 2 days YAY!! PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Got around 4,500 words to write until university is over, can't believe how fast the past 3 years have gone, enjoyed every second of it, even the hard graft-wouldn't do it all again though! Will miss the boys from Dixon Street, especially Ant my bestest friend here, and Dave who's been a laugh...sob, sob!

5 days to go and counting......

Hello everyone, well all half a dozen of you!

I've got some good news, after much searching I've now got somewhere to live now with Chris and I cannot wait...we heard this morning with the good news, so picking up the keys on Thursday. Really good location and nice 2 bed flat-love it!!!! Will have a new address as of next weekend.

I handed in my dissertation in on Friday and only have 4 weeks left of University-how good is that, I cannot wait.

Had a wicked time at Marty's 21st birthday party last Saturday, was cool seeing everyone too. Enjoyed wearing 50's clothes, was a fun experience and you all got to meet Chris, hope you liked him!

Ant has just gone home til Monday, Chris has decided to stay at home for an extra day, so I'm all on my lonesome in rainy, cold Lincoln with my BIG dissertation to finish. Can you tell I'm a little down???!

Well here I am again sat in uni on a thursday in the easter holidays...GREAT! With around 4,500 words of my dissertation left to do and 2 weeks to go. Sorry if I sound a little self absorbed, but that's all I've had to think about.

Went to see a flat yesterday, really nice but it's quite alot of money to fork out right now especially as all I have is the 34p in my pocket to my name. lol.Also spotted a 2 bed house nr the city centre which was a good price and would be great if it was close to work and bars etc. Roll on loan and payday next week...........

I'm back in Cambridge a week tomorrow, for Marty's 21st which I'm looking forward to, esp drinking lots hehe! Be such a nice change and to see all you guys back home, just like old times (listen to me I sound SO old).

Keep in touch cos I need to hear from real people cos I'm going to go insane otherwise!

Hello.................

I'm so stressed got too much work, and all I can say is roll on may 16th when I will finally finish and hopefully graduate to earn a BSc in Psychology!! Stress is difficult, but my boyfriend is keeping me going and I love him for it, I wouldn't be able to do it without him or it'd be very difficult. Chris is a star-thank you baby. We've also started to look at places for June to move into, proving more difficult than I thought, due to there being a lack of nice furnished 1/2 bedroom places around. Having said that its a little way off...I'll be back in cambridge more often (things at home are slowly but surely improving) and we all need to go out like we used to in the lovely warm weather and celebrate finishing uni (or at least me, katie and pete). Marty looking forward to your 21st party, altho I'm stuck on costumes and lack of money isn't helping!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.........

Keep in touch and hope everything is ok,
Loz x

I'm currently wondering why I did a degree, especially Psychology-it's sooooo hard at times!!! My dissertation is non existent and I only have 7 weeks to do it in, that is a scary thought, for once in my life I'm stressing big time. Oh well......lol. How's uni going for you, let me know please, so I can salvage some of my feelings?

Hi to anyone that is reading this, namely Marty! I'm just a little bored and thought I'd write my thoughts for the day...mmmmm well there are none really, apart from I'm in uni on a Sunday afternoon which is rather bad. I'm justifying this with the fact that I'm a 3rd year and have a huge amount of work to do and haven't actually started.

Say hi if you're passing by and speak to you soon,
Loz x

Hi everyone, or just Marty who introduced me to this.....(lol)

I'm sat in the uni library as per usual and have been for the past few hours, trying unsuccessfully to do any work whatsoever. Therefore, so far today I have been up since 8.00 been to morrisons with Chris and bought lots of healthy stuff to keep up with my healthy eating regime which seems to be working-YAY!Lose all my uni fat before my graduation ball (hopefully) so I can buy my dream dress...although money is another major factor, hehe!

My other thoughts of the day.....mmmm well why am I here on this earth and why have I had to struggle for the past 10-12 years of my life to get where I am now? I know it's rather deep and meaningful for me, but after the past 12 months I've not had it too easy as you know. Why me, I work hard and get on and cope (just) I would love a worry-free year or even a week!

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLP also got 9,000 words to write for my dissertation and only 7 weeks to go.....

Speak soon,
Loz x